It’s been a long time since I’ve written anything. And it’s been easier to just sit and delay writing instead of jumping in. I guess I didn’t really believe everyone when they said that you have to keep doing something if you want it to keep it glowing within you. And now, that passion I had for writing, the burning need I had to write has slowly faded. It’s still there but…it now feels like an effort. Like it doesn’t just flow anymore.
A friend long ago mentioned that the toughest part of writing was the blank page and even though I’d agreed to the principle meaning of the words, I truly never imagined that I’d be sitting infront of my computer screen trying to grasp words- in futility.
What’s worse is, I have tons of ideas brewing. Earlier, I lacked ideas. Now I lack the ability to put them into words.
Why am I writing this? More so, why am I posting it?
–Coz this “ramble” is the only thing which came effortlessly and I needed to have it out there somewhere to create a perspective.
I’m going to start writing again. Even if its just random lines which dont connect or stilted poetry.
I started out with this blog last year, around the same time. I guess I’m doing another “starting out” again. 🙂
(Let’s just hope I don’t loose steam again.)